I am afraid.. uncertain of how things will work,. Where am i to go. But I realise I can take a seat to wait. I like the people who are here. They look like people I would want to know. I feel like I don't have a great amount of choice here. I'll sit in a front row seat. I'm with and sittng down , wait. I still want to know what is going to happen but the general feeling is everybody has no idea why they are here. I'm floating through life alone until this point. 

In the room is a buzz. People at a table. But instead of saying something they are softly murmuring. There is an energy about it. An air of important. the soothsayers speak softly. I am clearing my mind to understand what they are trying to tell me. I am called here with someone I sat with. You get the feeling you already know what you want. You know that mostly others are in agreement. There is something to be grasped, something to be understood. I want the truth. It is only what you feel, not what you are told here. There is something to be learned it is to love what you have, what you want. 

There were many people coming and going, asnd so much taking place, and all we had to do was wait, wait. I left with nothing. I'd forgotten about the past life. Much to learn and a new world to conquer. 
We got to this point in our lives, we were assessed and then we knew we had to leave we had come around again to a time to make another choice. Because that is why you are there. Because while you are there you will know what for. But you have your beliefs. I love the fact, that I am not alone there. 

And from the the closed off past we enter into another future, we don't make it this time we make it the next. We come back to the point again and again. And who we leave with is here, who comes here we all have to journey on, and people we once knew are easily forgotten. Once we get to the point of departure, we know nothing about what is going to happen, what will be said to us, what langauge if any we will be told, given anything..These times we find that we do make a choice, we do have a determination, we are part of a selection process in life. We come to the interview and we take a seat and we wait, we notice things about those others that are present much like ourselves. 

We are nowhere, until we have an opportunity to find what we wanted to begin with. 
Maybe the judgement is different. All I wanted  Maybe others wanted something else.
We find that when we go into a place ofjudgement, authority, religion, whatever..we meet new people, we singly meet people who have similar life experiences because the past doean't matter AS much as the events to take place. . The final figuring out of what it is, what is it we need; to know.

What we are . What we want. Why we are there.